as I’m a Perfect Grieve…

don’t ask me when I’m sad,

keep your mouth in silence,

stop your curiosity  or I might guilt to set you in pain

as I’m a perfect grieve…

don’t try to catch me when I’m on my tears

I try to hide it from the world…

I’m broken anytime ..somehow,

but letting you know will be my biggest mistake

just stop your curiosity,

as I’m a perfect grieve...

In my silence I speak, how everything getting mess and mess,

It’s getting bigger and bigger for each second and  start scaring me  for sure,

I could not make up my mind,

and I don’t want anyone to know..

whenever I cry and want to scream out

as I almost meet my end..

as I almost end within my tragedy…

was and still, perfect grieve was my destiny,

you don’t have to understand,

you don’t have to know,

let it be my burdened,

let me face it and make me grow  weaker,

well in fact I’m still so thankful…

I’m not commit for anything,

I’m not cry for every injured

was my grieve in silence

It speak in my world and people would not understand

I feel so lost, insecure and go astray,

It’s way too far… and no one can’t even save me,

not even Lord!

*Princess Kaurvaki